urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ex_necole908 The Forgotten One The Forgotten One 2003-08-22T05:07:26Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ex_necole908:12807 2003-08-22T05:07:26Z 2003-08-22T05:07:26Z If ever i am beautiful i want it to be insanely beautiful..<br />If ever dorky i want it to be when my best friends embarassed so i can get te eyes off of him.<br />If ever I am bashful i want it to be on my wedding night.<br />If ever I am married i want it to be under the stars at the ocean where the spacious skys will reflect on the beutiful waters.<br />If ever I am remebered I want it to be when i die.<br />If ever I am the one in your thoughts i want it to be when you are sad so that i might lift your spirits just as you have done mine.<br />If ever I am needed i want it to be by you.<br />If ever i die i wantmy room to be clean so that my parents wont have to clean it when i am gone.<br />If ever I am a mother I want to be a damn good one so that my child wont hurt all the time due to my lack of love.<br />If ever i cry i want it to be painful so that i remember what i feel at the moment and try not to do it again.<br />If ever you leave me.. I want to know why.<br />If ever you leave me.. dont forget to say goodbye.