The Forgotten One's Journal

Time:

1:07 am.

If ever i am beautiful i want it to be insanely beautiful..
If ever dorky i want it to be when my best friends embarassed so i can get te eyes off of him.
If ever I am bashful i want it to be on my wedding night.
If ever I am married i want it to be under the stars at the ocean where the spacious skys will reflect on the beutiful waters.
If ever I am remebered I want it to be when i die.
If ever I am the one in your thoughts i want it to be when you are sad so that i might lift your spirits just as you have done mine.
If ever I am needed i want it to be by you.
If ever i die i wantmy room to be clean so that my parents wont have to clean it when i am gone.
If ever I am a mother I want to be a damn good one so that my child wont hurt all the time due to my lack of love.
If ever i cry i want it to be painful so that i remember what i feel at the moment and try not to do it again.
If ever you leave me.. I want to know why.
If ever you leave me.. dont forget to say goodbye.

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